Ugh, so I have a person that I guess you could call a friend that keeps disappointing me. She won’t talk to me for months and then decide to message me. Then when I attempt to talk to her she basically ignores me. I guess I’m just someone she keeps on the line in case she needs and ego boost or some quick self esteem. It sucks because I actually care about this person. Makes me feel like less than nothing really. Contempt really is worse than someone just telling you that they aren’t interested in talking to you.